Raster. Jaargang 6(1972-1973)– [tijdschrift] Raster– Auteursrechtelijk beschermd Vorige Volgende [pagina 495] [p. 495] Jerome Rothenberg Cokboy (Part Two) comes a brown wind curling from tense tissues sphincter opened over the whole continental divide & shot the people up plop plop a little girl emergeth she with the beaver tits nose furry eyes of the Redman's Sabbath gropes down the corridor (sez) hallo doctor got a hand to spare? doctor sez hokay -yas doctor -hev ah suck -yas doctor hand up her bush he pulls a baby howling in lamplight a little Moses now the Cacique's daughter laugheth -oh doctor not so-o hard so hard America is born so hard the Baal Shem dreams about it 200 years later in Vitebsk (he was in correspondence with Win Blake appeared on Peckham Rye -yes fully clothed!- & was his angel) angel says his mother smiling proud she sees his little foot [pagina 496] [p. 496] break through her crotch an itching races up her ribs America is born the Baal Shem is a beaver (happened while the Indian talked chanted behind Cody the mad Jew slid to lfe past pink styrofoam snow of her body's channels the freaky passageways unlit unloved like gums of an old woman teeth were ripped from ages gone) into another kind of world he hurtles does reawaken in the female swamp a beaver amongst the rushes -momma!-calls the Baal Shem -mommeleh! vot em I doink here I hev become mine beard (he sez) the blind world shines on him water runs through his mouth down belly it is dark a darkness (fur is dark & hides the skin & blood a universal fur but leaves one hole to open from the body's darkness pushing into light) erupts like great cock of the primal beings red & smooth like copper of the sun's red eye at night old Beaver lugs it in his hand I am myselfmy grandfather (he sings) my name is Cokboy -cokbOy, understand? I leave my grandmother in the female swamp will be the Great Deliverer someday yuh-buh-bum [pagina 497] [p. 497] even might find a jar of honey might stick my prick in my prick might tingle might it not tickle me the bees find out about it & sting the knob it grows a second a dozen or so knobs along its length are maybe 30 knobs so what's the use I ask maybe will try again I drag it red & sore behind me so vulnerable I have become in this hot climate shitting & farting shooting marbles was opening my mouth & coming in it the blackbird shits o not so fast love into my hat my eyes turn white wood-lilies are growing from them a slavic birth I can't deny so tender in my eyes tender the native turds come floating & across America in an outrage uselessly I shout against the Sun you are no longer my father Moon you are no longer my mother I have left you have gone out jaunty with cock slung over shoulder this is the journey your young men will take (says Beaver) makes it to the hut where that old woman lives apron over her belly carp in oven maybe fried bread fat fat little mother don't mind if I drop a stone onto your brains your daughters be back later little hot girls I ride on pretending I was you I suck their ears & scream o put me lower down love o my cock inside & have to cool it I cool it in waters where a princess daughter of a chief went bathing lethal & innocent the cock has found its mark (his train has reached Topeka Custer is dead) & enters the bridegroom's quarters darkness her flesh prepared for it by new moon in her abdomen a sliver grows a silver dollar over Barstow lighting the Marriage of America in kabbalistic time (says Cokboy) you are the daugther of the mountain now will I take thee to my father's tribe to do the snake dance o jewish feet of El go crazy in his mind [pagina 498] [p. 498] o El o Him I carry in my knapsack dirty pictures land grants (but further back her people gun for him how should they feel seeing their daughter in arms of Cokboy -C-O-C-K, understand?-) thou art become my Father's bride are wedded to (ugh) Christian god forever bye bye I got to run now engagements await us in Salt Lake City industry riseth everywhere arrows strike concrete never shall bruise my sweetie's flesh (says Cokboy) on horse up river he makes his way past mining camps Polacks were panning gold in & other pure products of America o prospectors o Anglo Saxons baby-faced dumplings who pacified the west with gattling guns with bounties for hides of babes mothers' vulvas made baseballs to their lust o bringers of civilization heros heros I will fight my way past you who guard the sacred border last frontier village of my dreams with shootouts tyrannies (he cries) who had escaped the law or brought it with him how vass I lost tzu get here (dot dot dot) was luckless on a mountain & kept from true entry to the west true paradise like Moses in the Rockies who stares at California spooky in the jewish light of horns atop my head great orange freeways of the mind America disaster America disaster [pagina 499] [p. 499] America disaster America disaster where he can watch sun go down in desert Cokboy asleep? (they ask) awake (cries Cokboy) only his beard has left him like his own his grandfather's ghost of Ishi was waiting on the crest looked like a Jew but silent was silent in America guess I got nothing left to say Vorige Volgende