pend upon the inobliquity and disinterestedness of his efforts to obey the will of
God, as far as that will has been revealed to, or can be discovered by him.
Mercy, by the Christian system, is infinite to failing efforts, where the combat
has been manfully embraced; or even to repentant and redeeming efforts after
long neglect, where the efforts are sincere. To deny a free agent the reward of
victory where all combat is persistingly declined, is surely neither inconsistent
with justice or mercy. My only anxious wish, Edward, she used to say, is to see
you a good Christian; I have no other: ‘all else beneath the sun God
knoweth if best bestowed or not, and let His will be done.’
Thus indelibly impressed on the core of his young heart, mingled with
the remembrance of a vigilance for his happiness that never slept, a
patience with his faults that never tired, an affection that not only
forgave, but wept and prayed, and would have welcomed any death for
him - like a name engraved on a young tree deepening with its age and
expanding with its growth, and, what ever storms assailed it, if for a
moment partially obscured, never, whilst life itself remained, to be
erased or obliterated - so deep and dear were the impressions of
Christianity engraved by maternal affection upon the heart of Edward
Bentinck.